August 23, 2012

This Blog and Other Things....

Okay, here I go, torturing everyone with my drama!

I just can't do it.  I wanted to be able to provide a spiffy pattern or series of patterns for this quilt, but I can't seem to make it happen for a number of reasons.  The project isn't a total loss as I can provide what I do have done even if it isn't in a professional looking format, but I don't know if I care to.

I can't seem to stay focused, I can't let go of my exacting nature enough to collaborate, I don't have enough time, I'm not feeling the love, and more.....

I don't even know if doing so is worth my time and all the fuss. I have a couple of friends who might partake and it would be worth it just for them, but even doing the project for them has lost its appeal.  I have a couple of commission quilts that I need to get done.

I'm incredibly frustrated.  I will undoubtedly get over these feelings of negativity but, when I do, I don't think it would be right for me to continue to torture those around me and myself anymore.

It's no one's fault but my own that I am so needy on one hand as to have this blog and to crave recognition, but to want things my way and only my way.

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